Peristiwa 28 April

Alhamdulillah..satu perkara yang amat ditunggu2 habis gak.

Macam Keane cakap, tell our kids about that. Masa Cik Orkid baca status dia, Cik Orkid terpikir la apalah yang menarik sangat dgn oral presentation sampai nak cerita kat anak cucu. Haha.

Tapi, miracle things happened.

Good? Bad?

1^st, to be honest I am kinda not really confident with my project since kene hentam dgn evaluators masa pre edx.

I was among the first group to present, majority hari kames. So perasaan bersemangat tuh xdelah sangat. Sedang prepare, seorang Master student Tanya tentang my paper. Then he offers his help to practice for my presentation. OMG. Tibe2 je. Pukul 11, besoknya ada presentation. So nak tanak mmg kena praktis betul2 depan dia. It really helps!! Alhamdulillah. See..bantuan Allah memang dekat, bukan kita plan pun. Dia kembalikan semangat dan keyakinan Cik Orkid. He said my paper is good, product is commercialized and I should pursue in Master studies.

Dalam hati Cik Orkid just ckp “Yelah tu” Sebab serius memang Cik Orkid masih down. Tapi Cik Orkid takdelah down sampai give up. When others not believe in me, I try my best to do the best.

Hari before the presentation day Cik Orkid jumpa dgn my beloved SV. OK. Cik Orkid dari dulu memang respek dekat cikgu, lecturer. Memang diajar begitu dari kecik. Maybe because my mother is a teacher kot. So even my SV ada kontroversi dgn supervisee, I am still her favorite supervisee selain Donut. Haha. She always believes in my project. Always support me. Thanks ms!!

OK. The judgement day :P

Everything is ok when I come to the venue. Semua ok. So my turn is after Azfa. So macam biasa, sambil tunggu dia present, sambil klik2 try system. Sakgi. “Pop” keluarlah coco crunch. Haha. Ok tipu. Rosak ok. Dia macam takleh baca. OMG.

Then my sv panggil for my turn. Then Cik Orkid nak load my slides to computer lab to project at the screen taw. Then. Pop keluarlah coco crunch lagi. Ok tipu lagi. Lame gile. Computer tak detect!! Segala jenis lubang dah cucuk tapi dia tak kua gak. Tukar thumbdrive. Pun takleh. OMG. My sv pun tolong2 sume. Seyes sgt cuak. Dahla dgn pikir my system da crash. OMG. Im in triple trouble. Bayangkan ni terjadi. Terasa setahun kerja anda sia2. Terasa apalah dosa ko neh.

Tapi prof tu sgt baik. Dia cakap tak perlu presentation sebab dia awal2 masa baca my report pun dia dah contact my sv n dia interested in my paper. Dia siap cakap I should pursue in Master and patut pergi jauh. My sv pun tambah2. Haha. Cik Orkid? Cik Orkid tgh cuak masa tu, tak kesahlah master or doctor atau pape, aku in trouble. Mati. Mati. Mati.

Then dia nak tgk system. Mati!! Memang tak boleh. So just proceed with Iylia. I call my beloved prince charming mr ojan!! Dia seperti kudaku lari gagah berani dtg ke lab. At the same time I reboot my laptop By the time mr ojan dtg, my system, pop jadilah koko krunch tibe2 ok setelah aku baca mantera. Eh bukan2. Baca ayat2 quran, seru nama Allah.

Alhamdulillah. So I present dgn guna laptop je. And mintak amek masa dia utk present betul2. Alhamdulillah. He likes my project. Takde soalan. Just dia 15 minit membebel pasal KM implementation dlm industry and how my system is actually can help ppl in industries. And boleh pulak my evaluators wat sesi Q n A dgn Prof tu. Evaluators lain salin2 apa yang dia cakap. Haha. Father of KM katekan. Cik Orkid? Juga pura2 salin. Hahaah.

So lagi sekali dia suggest to publish my paper and mintak kebenaran utk collaborate. He gives me his email. OMG. Excited. Seorang yang sangat expert dlm KM put his interest in my paper. My SV jgn katalah. Memang senyum je. Haha.

So betullah kata Allah. With hardship, will come relief. Kejayaan ini memang rasa manis sebab I went through a lot. Kawan biasa kutuk my system. Macam2 lah.Apepun, byk lagi yg perlu improve. I still have a lot of weaknesses in my paper. Tapi i wont stop learning :)

And of coz, I'll never forget the ppl around me who alwez support me, my sv, my b, my parents, Yun, my friends. Kalo takde diorg ni, memang tak jadi apa saya nih. Thx sgt2.

Alhamdulillah.

So now I got stories to tell to my anak cucu :P

Show me the Way

Its normal for a human to feel down.

Tonight, without any specific reason, I suddenly feel soo sad. Too disappoint with myself.

Just randomly choose songs to hear..

And randomly play this song. Which I never play before. NEVER!

And I cried when hear the lyrics.

Like someone whisper at u..Give u motivation.

Thank you, ALLAH.

"Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and
That you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair n' never loose hope
Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah
Insha Allah you’ll find your way


Every time you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it's why too late
You’re so confused,
Wrong decisions you have made
Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him Raise your hands and pray Oh
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way
Insha Allah we’ll find our way"

Turn to Allah..He will give you the way... :)

....

ALLAH

I want to thank YOU.

For everything.

Alhamdulillah.

All praises to Him, the only GOD.

Future

Look to the future...

Optimist.

Positive.

Uncertain.

Challenging.

Excited.


Will be here in 5th July..insyaAllah.. :)

Kadang2..

Kadang2 terpikir...

Nak jadi suri rumah je. Masak yang sedap2 untuk suami terchenta.

Seyes sangat best bila tengok food blog yg ramai di antara mereka ialah suri rumah.

Bahagia sangat.

Contoh, pagi2 masak nasi lemak.

takpun, hidangkan pancake.

wahhhh mesti suami ke tempat kerja dgn bahagia sekali.


masa lunch, mungkin suami tak dapat balik utk makan. takpe, tipon dulu mane taw dia nak makan kan. hidangkan sirap bandung ketika panas2. walllaaahhh~~


okok. balik kerja, suami letih mahu makan malam.

si isteri hidangkan ini sambil berkata.

"come on abg, look wut i cook tonite"




ok. tak cukup tuh. dessert plak ok!




wahhhh...memang gemuk la laki ku. hahaha.

tapi seyes i love cooking. tak kesahla sedap ke x. jalan jahhh. haha. sebab tu awal2 bgtaw, cik orkid nak rumah yg dapur besar.

even ada maid pon, cik orkid xkan bagi dia masak. bia cik orkid masak, air tgn beb. haha.
tapi tu la, cik orkid juga suka bekerja. mungkin akan mati kebosanan jika jadi suri rumah.

apepon,
mesti bahagia kan bila suami tgk cik orkid hidang makanan sdp2 ditambah dressing yg menawan lagi menggoda. cewah.

ok baek.

enough berangan.

nak creampuff!!! tak kira!!

Gathering ITIS lagiii

Tadi selesai sudahlah meeting antara Jared, Bobo, Matpi, Keane, Pedot, Zeti, Nita n Cik Orkid. Kami plan for another gathering!!

This time to LANGKAWI!!!

Sangat sangat sangat tak sabar!
Setelah bertahun2 kita kenal, akhirnya akan terpisah juga.

OMG!

Sangat excited utk pegi sana. Tapi bila balik, rasa sayu kejap.Ini bermakna, inilah antara aktiviti terakhir kita. Banyak sangat memori kita dah cipta bersama. Dari awal2 kenal, macam2 konflik, kongsi suka dan duka.

OK. Memang sedih.
Jom layan sikit aktiviti kita eh..

Sori tak ikut susunan. Dan banyak gambar Cik Orkid rembat jeh.

Ini semasa projek bersama orang asli. Best kan? Ingat lagi tak?


Masa melantak kat Tenji
Trip ke Melaka..IGC..Super best!!

Ini kami girls day out masa nak abes intern. Nanti kita kalo dok KL, kita mesti gi Skywalk ok!


Ketika sama2 cemerlang semasa intern dahulu.



Kanak2 yang mendakwa diri mereka balik awal utk FYP.


Kanak2 rumah yang hot. hahaa.
Kanak2 yang buat trip ke Gua Tempurung. Cayalah!


Semasa zmn foundation. Tak sngka kita dah zaman final year final sem.

Buat gila dgn join show tarian. eh eh. ye ke? hahaa

Zaman intern. Zaman kua je tak hengat dunia.

Zaman intern zaman gila brg free. hehee.


OK. Ramai dah berubah. Dari gemuk -> kurus, Kurus -> Gemuk, Biasa2 -> Glamer, Hitam ->Putih, Single -> Berpunya

Macam2 lah. Kita membesar bersama2. Cewah!

Cik Orkid terpikir, selepas ini kita membawa haluan masing2. Jika haluan Cik Orkid tersasar, masih pandangkah kwn2 yang dulu kita kongsi air/makanan sama2 kat Cik Orkid. Masih tersenyumkah mereka yang bwk kete besar2, beg mahal2?

Masih boleh bergelak ketawakah kita? Masih ingatkah nama kita?
Masih ingatkah memori yang memalukan/bodoh/suka duka kita?
Masih berertikah tanya khabar kita?
Masih caringkah kita?

Walau apapun jalan yang kamu semua pilih, Cik Orkid sentiasa doakan kalian. Malah Cik Orkid memang tak pernah lupa doakan kejayaan bersama. Ikhlas.

OK. Sebelum Cik Orkid tiba2 nangis sebelum sampai masanya, baik Cik Orkid berenti.

Satu je pinta Cik Orkid, mari cherish the last time we together. Dimana kita masih dalam status yg sama. Takde pangkat, takde harta (wah ekstrem) ahhaa.

Pesanan penaja ---> Joinlah trip ke Langkawi, pls :D

Berperasaan Biru

"mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan.."

Bulu mata gugur.

Adakah petanda si dia juga merinduiku?

Pelik tanpa dia di sisi. Sangat pelik.

Oh bagaimana ingin berjauhan? Jika hanya sehari sudah sungguh seperti penyeksaan.

"Kerna sekali cinta...aku tetap cinta...
Dan aku akan di sisimu hingga kumati"

Ye saye Sedar

Saya sedar anda dapat EDX.

Anda terbaik.

Tapi mngkin tak perlu kutuk or komen projek saya ye

I dont need dat.

Enuff wif evaluators and lecturers.

OK?

Good luck for ur EDX.

Killer Heels Are Killers

Last two weeks, we was given an assignment on writing media release.
So this is my media release:

KILLER HEELS ARE KILLERS

A daughter learns that beauty can really be a pain.

High heels can make a woman look good, but they are a hard lesson in disguise. The mother of a student in Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP) is currently warded after undergoing a total knee replacement operation. Her doctor said one of the contributing factors leading to this surgery is that she has been wearing high heels since she was young.

Sukinah Hj. Rehduan, 53, underwent the operation last Thursday. The operation lasted for about four hours. Currently she needs to spend four months in extensive physiotherapy. Previously, she had a few treatments and minor operations on her knees before needing to completely replace her knees with metal stems .Her daughter, Siti Nur’ Rahmah, 22, spent her mid-semester break at the hospital looking after her mother. “A daughter's love can heal everything”. Despite her own obsession over high heels, she now avoids wearing high heels to lectures.

“I have more than ten high heels in my collection, but now I just wear them occasionally”, said the daughter, who does not want to repeat her mother’s mistakes.

Osteoarthritis is a common disease among more mature women. It is caused by the degeneration of cartilage in the joint. Loss of the cartilage cushion causes friction between the bones, leading to pain and limitation of joint mobility. In the most serious of cases, such as this one, the patient needs to undergo total knee replacement.

Initial research performed by Dr. Kerrigan and his colleagues at Harvard Medical School and Boston’s Spalding Rehabilitation Hospital revealed that walking in 2-inch-heel shoes increases strain on the parts of the knee that are most vulnerable to osteoarthritis by 23 percent compared to walking barefoot. "All heels are to blame—not just the narrow stilettos," notes Dr. Kerrigan.

Therefore, it is advisable for young women to reduce the wearing of high heels. Apart from taking regular supplements like Omega 3 and calcium, young women should monitor their weight within healthy limits to lessen the burden on their knees.

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If you’d like more information on this topic, please call Siti Nur’ Rahmah at 019-4369734.

OK.

What's the problem huh?

I just finished from my interview with Shell.

Tak taw plak hari tuh dia bincang pasal media release, and tak taw la pulak he chose me as 1 of the best media release. Huh. Den kena interview. Sume org ketawa!!

Coz me myself pakai high heels T.T ok. Cik Orkid hanya mampu ketawa je.

Actually, mmg cik orkid tak akan dapat hilangkan my obsession over high heels ok. mesti selalu tgk.

N i found this one!! Just perfect for my office wear :P

OOhhhh im so gonna get this. ngee~~

Yeahhh..true...killer heels are killers :P

Hmmm

I'm allergic to most of medicines.

Including:

1. Paracetamol / panadol
2. Painkiller (Ponstan)
3. Antibiotic - Penicillin

Common medicines. But all the above can make me very, very sick.

Cannot breath, eyes and face swallow, rashes.

People...allergic is not a joke. Serius. yes. Maybe u feel very funny when u see your friend's face turns into monsters after taking smthng. But, it is serious thing. N it can cause death.

I cannot lie that I'm reli worried abt diz. As a normal human being, u will always fall sick. N being a woman, u will face a lot of pains. Example: Deliver baby.

Do u have any suggestions/ alternative medicines? I browsed to many websites. The allergic tests are very time consuming and expensive. On top of that, it is risky.

I always said to my B. Just leave me, I'll cause a lot of trouble to u one day.. N i will die earlier..

P/S: So datz y im reli concern wif ppl around me dat hv allergic symptom.

Pesanan Utk Diri Sendiri

"Allah tidak memandang kepada hasil akhir.

Tetapi kepada usaha".

One most valuable thing that I learned during TOATS.

So whatever happens, the output, the result, I will be very grateful.

Keep it in your mind dear :D So setiap usaha dilakukan dgn ikhlas, dgn sedaya upaya, sebab kita percaya pembalasan Allah itu Maha Adil. Mungkin di dunia masih belum berbuah hasil. Mungkin rezeki kita di tempat lain. Yang penting usaha taw. Usaha melampaui batas (over your limit). Then, insyaAllah u can see the success more than anything u ever imagined!

Pre EDX

I love my poster!! Coz its pink n purple. hahaha.


Dah 2 minggu sangat busy.

Extremely busy.

Study ke ape ke.

Memang dah tak pikir ok.
(Cehhh selama ni pnah pkir ke? hehe)

Last time berpoya2 sebulan lepas mngkin? Lame tol tak g Ipoh, tengok wayang, dating.

Banyak sangat mnde2 pelik terjadi. Banyak sangat nak cerita kat blog. Tapi delay je.Semalam, presentation pre-edx. Memang confirm la tak dapat EDX. Feedback tak berapa bagus. Coz I try to introduce new approach in KM. I know in terms of development, tak nampak sngat. Tapi i think the value of research sangat tinggi.

Cakaplah apa saja. I believe in my project. hahahaa. *poyo*
**ni muka lepas kena komen macam2 dgn evaluators. hehe. ade aku kesah??**

OKLA.

Special gratitude to Ojan.
Special thanks to Yun, without ur help, i'd be nothing.
My dear housemates and coursemates.

And of coz...my beloved SV!! Ms. Mazeyanti.
She's reli nice ok. Even cerewet, tapi i owe u sooo much taw. Nanti i belanja makan k.

Cessss macam dah grad la plak kan. hahaha.

Walau agak down, tapi Cik Orkid tetap hepi (*poyo lagi).
Nway, malam tadi satu kejadian yg tak diduga2 dtg. Tiba2 tebuan yg besar ok, datang sengat.
Seumur idup mmg tak pernah kena. Sangat2 sakit. Sangat.

Thanks to my housemates esp Peah, Sur, Farah. N of coz my saviorrr ojan la sape lagi. nak kene nih :P dahla tgh pulun wat dissertation. kena kat tgn. oh. sungguh ujian. hehe.

n da worst part, doc tak dpt nak bg painkiller utk thn sakit. coz im allergic to most of medicines. So??? haaa kena tahan sakit je laaaa. hmmmm...

Muka ojan mmg cuak (or pura2 cuak). Pas g klinik, dia beli ais as prescribed by doc utk kurangkan sakit. Know what?? Die beli ais satu plastik bsr mcm nak wat kenduri ape ntah. OK. Comel kot. heehhee. Thx dear!

Apapun, bersyukur masih dikuatkan hati untuk menempuh semua cabaran. Syukur ya Allah.

Sedih sedih sedih

Hari ni sangat sedih.

Tkpela. Rezeki Allah tak kemana kan.

Cik Orkid doakan orang yang fitnah Cik Orkid kebahagiaan di akhirat nanti.

I forgive her.

Walaupun dia dah bagi bad mark to me. Dan tutup rezeki Cik Orkid.

Takpela.

Dia tak tahu kot the bad consequences.

Takpe rahmah, tak ada rezeki yang ni, Allah bagi rezeki lain. Ameen.

Good Luck My dear Sis

She is my sis.. Yang pakai tudung hitam belah kanan. Yes..yang pakai tudung labuh itewww :P

Good luck for your final exam yah! I alwez doakan kngah.

Nanti cuti boleh join ESQ :)

Love u soooo much!!

Al-Fatihah

Nampaknyer..sonrg lagi artis kiter meninggalkan kiter..meninggal seni tanah air..

Kepada Allayarham...aku sgt rindukan lawak jenaka mu...

sknrg dah tak de dah.. :(

Semoga die tempatkan onrg-onrg yg beriman...

Amin..

Bad and Good Day

Pagi ni alhamdulillah dimulai dgn khabar yang sangat gembira..

Penghujung hari ini, khabar yang sangat sedih.

Takpe. Karma. Saya percaya pada karma. Jika anda malukan orang yg tak bersalah, satu hari nanti akan jadilah kat anda semula.

Its ok.

Being me, I will settle things very professionally.

Kadang2 kesian tgk orang yang perangai sebegitu.

Takpe Rahmah, ZMP. Tak ada dendam pun. Saya maafkan. Serius.

Coz u r just nothing to do with my life, and I will neva get affected by u ok?

Dah2.

Khabar gembira..akan saya share nanti. Together with picture insyaAllah.

Allah dah anugerahkan rezeki yang besar, ini hanyalah ujian-Nya.

Anyway, besok ke kem TOATS ESQ. Mohon doa ye kawan2.

Niat baik. Berjuang kerana Allah :D