Syukur :)

Hmm...

pernah x kita rasa...

bestnyer jd org tu...

eh..alangkah bestnyer kalo dpt tu..dpt ni...

tp..when dpt smthng..kite mula la ckp..haih. kalo dpt tu best gak kan?

takpon, napela aku ni cmni lg...

dan tak keterlaluan..kalo sy katakan...kite tensen sbb ape yg kita dpt drpd gembira dgn ape yg kite dpt.

same goes to me to.. seriously.

so utk ingatan dri sndiri, n to all lovies there.

bila kite rase xcukup dgn ape yg kita ade now. kita pause n pk apa yg kite ada tp org len xade.

x selucky kita.

its ok dear to feel dat way. coz i always like dat to.

alwez pushing on. n alwez cry over smthng that we cant achieve.

but hey! ada hr esok lg. n hey! kita lg bertuah if compare dgn org len. kan?

P/S: yg penting kita HEPI - nada lgu amy mastura :)

Celebration of Love

27.06.2009

My dear B turns 21 :)

I hv planned for his bday abt 1-2 month earlier.

Pre-celebration: Bg oreo cheesecake kat dia kt opis. Sweet x? hehe. Tp unfortunately, i sndiri pon xrase..haih2.. T.T

malam 26.06.09.

Bwk die ke Subak. The place is sooo romantic. I da reserved earlier. N mmg cantik la tmpt tu!

Makanan die sgt best. Hrga pon standard. Layanan tip top.


Mlm tu, dgn irama katak2. haha. n hembusan angin..we talked abt our future n talk deeply abt his feelings :) ye la. da masok 21 kan?



n mlm tu ayat plg x lupe... "U sgt cantik syg.." dgn renungan mdalam n bmakna. haih2. mmg ojan slalu puji. tp kali ni rase menusuk kalbu sgt. haha.


Dear...the best bf 4 me is he makes u alwez feel beautiful. kalo bf2 yg jenis asyk komen2 n perli2 tu mmg demotivated sgt2. (even i noe dat im not dat beautiful but yg penting is how u feel abt urself kan? haha)

tp kalo xcantik cmne? ade care utk tgur. seyes. tny ojan cmne. hehe. so to all bf..make ur gf feel beautiful n 4 sure tiap kali nk jmpe korang sure akn cantik2 :)

dah2. nx2. kate crite psl besday ojan.

ok2.

mlm tu tak hbis lg. so den we both went to the curve.

brgn free tak boleh dilepaskan same skali! haha. so mlm tu i got two free tickets to watch Transformers. wah2~ criter die cmne? wow! hehe.


ha..also i gv him smthng...not expensive, but memorable. yg pling pnting, how u make the day memorable.

so tu je la utk mlm tu. act, i nak wat cupcakes for him. selain kek tu. tp disebabkan ada hal yg tibe2 dtg, so xsempat. brg2 sume msih lg ada. takpe, insyaAllah bile2 boleh wat :)


so besoknye.... hmm,,kami honestly xde duit. haha. so peluang yg ada tidak hrus dlepaskan.

peluang ape? berniaga


brg kami sgt byk lg. al-maklum, tibe2 organizer kenselkan event. rugi2.


so kami berjual beli kat sek abg ojan. Alhamdulillah. duit yg ade mampulah utk tmpung beberapa ari yg sengkek nih.

so mmg la bkak booth ni sgt2 pnt. kami pon tertido kat umah me. ha!! jgn wat wild assumption ok. haha. ojan tdo kt sofa. aku tido sesedap rasa kt katil yg besh :P



so i guess tu je la "celebration" kami.

tp act i hv planned smthng for us. SKYTREX! whee~~~





so pg2 we both dgn gigihnye g Bukit Cahaya aka Bukit Cerakah kt Shah Alam. We both mmg kalo bleh nk crik smthng yg xboring if kua dating. xnak la mkn, shopping, tgk wyg je. tol x?

so kami men la mcm2. wow!! mmg mncabar otot la. haha. besh!

tp ari msih pg even we finished our game. so we tot to spend our days there. byk sgt mnde mnarik dlm tu. but...sgt rmai org n bicycle da abes.

haih2. nak watpe nih?

call bobo. xdpt. call keane. dia pon xde idea.

so we alredi came to our ad hoc plan - BUKIT TINGGI!!

hehe. so here we come!!

dari bukit ke bukit. sgt seronok!

:)

so itula celebration of luv kami.

ojan kata - our pre-honeymoon. hehe.

ape2 pon, enjoy la dgn bf masing2 k. hahaha. selagi leh enjoy. kang da gdoh xenjoy plak. :P

p/s: seyes xnak keje dah. nak cuti. nak balik umah!

For him

"I would rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.

I would rather be beside you in a storm than safe and warm by myself.

I would rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart"

love you alot

At last - tag

tag drp farah:
in this tag you have to talk everything about anyone that you like : Ojan

1. apakah hubungan anda dengan dia?
- bukan muhrim.

2. 5 impression terhadap dia?

1. die sgt la innocent. aku plak notty. haha
2. lurus. slalu kene dgn aku
3. caring
4. athletic
5. gud father 2 b :P

3. perkara yang paling memorable dia lakukan kepada awak?

sgt byk. nmun begitu, xde satu pon yg 18sx k. haha.
ok2..memorable ekkkk

mase tgh mengamuk psl sindrom pms. seyes. mengamuk. so die tpaksa pujuk aku yg nangis2, tarik2 rmbut n gile scr tibe2. -> sindrom pms ok. n tpaksa bsuh bju aku. hik3.
even kene mcm2 (siap mjerit2 cm org gile), he still comfort me wif full of love. ckit pon xnek angin. or mrh.

4. perkara yang paling memorable dia katakan pada awak?
slh satunyer, "u jgn riso k syg..i ade"

5. kalau dia kekasih awak?
die mmg kekasih sy

6. kalau dia jadi musuh awak?
dia pon pnah jd musuh sy. haha.

7. kalau dia kekasih awak, awak akan??
jd seperti skang

8. kalau dia jadi musuh awak mungkin kerana
dia dump aku lg. haha.

9. overall impression tentang dia?
no need word to impress sape2. kang ade org amek my b lak. hey2. the boy is mine k :P

10. the most desirable thing to do to/with her/him
2 be kissed. during our nikah. 1st kiss :)

11. apakah awak rasa pandangan orang terhadap awak?
depends la.
pandangan kabur kot.haha.

12.apakah sebenarnya perangai anda?
im a go get girl. love hang out wif frens. n neva gv up

13. perangai anda yang anda benci?
cpt emo. nanges. tp when it comes psl my b la. n of coz. impulse shopping. adeh2.

14. orang yang anda ingin bersama
my family. my b. my dear frens.

15. katakan sesuatu untuk orang-orang yang suka anda
if laki: u can try. haha
if gurl: jum3.haha

16. tag 4 orang
sape nak kene tag, sile isi order form.

Bilekah

Persoalannya..

Bilakah aku ingin update blog?

hik3.

smpai rkn2 blogger pon mls nk tag aku lg.

sob3.

sori huns. mls ckit lately

Mana Setangginya?

Yay!! Dpt pulang ke Istana Budaya semula :)

part ni wat saya melayang2 jap. trus rndu b :P

OK. Haziq, my new fren offer me to watch Mana Setangginya kat IB~ thanks Haziq! nx time ajak lg.heehe

Wheee!! Sgt3 excited. ye la...tiket free katerkan :P

So after drama2 ckit, saya pon bjaya ke sane :) bersama Acap (diterbangkan khas utk mjaga Cik Orkid ksygn Ojan) hehe.

Bertambah lg excited bila dpt seat yg mmg sgt cantik! Kire 1st class la. Wheee~~~

Hmm.... nak komen ckit la psl diz teater. Ni komen dr org biasa. Bkn sasterawan k :P

Cerita ni abstrak. Nak kata zmn dulu pon xleh, zmn skrg pon xleh apatah lg zmn dpn.

What can I say "Penggunaan metafora dan simbolik membuat kita tertanya-tanya akan mesej yang ingin disampaikan sedangkan ia mempunyai maksud yang mendalam"

For me, I enjoyed it. Sgt3. Even ade rase smthng not rite. Teater ni sgt2 sinikal. N masih relevan smpai skrg. Mgkin phayatan pelakon yg msih kurang n props yg keterlaluan mbuatkan saya berasa teater ni mcm ade sesuatu yg tak kena.

N sy sgt3 merasakan bhw watak Iriam perlu ditukar kpd pelakon yg tak kaku!! dan memahami apa yg dikata. Bkn hafal2 smpai tunggang tbalik.

akhir tu kuar plak belut gergasi! mmg sgt menakjubkan. tp tular, props xsetanding dgn lakonan :(

Azizah Mahzan sgt3 hebat! Serius. Dia penyelamat teater ni :)

sgt terkesan dgn phayatan n kata2 yg cukup jelas! wow! sape kater spa q diva xleh blakon teater :P

However, Its reli3 unfair to compare with PGL.

But, its worth the money n for me yg dpt free, lgla full satisfied. hehe.

Karya Noordin, sasterawan negara patut dipuji tp semua akan ttanya la "Another karya yg mhentam Melayu ker"

Tp dlm diz teater, semua agama pun dicampur adukkan. huhu.

Overall: Satisfied. Lagi2 die mmg besh! Terngiang2 smpai skrg :)

P/S: Bila tgk teater ni wat hati ni terusik dgn minat yg sgt lama ditinggalkan :(

Tanak abes intern.

Yes. Serius.

Sbb?

Ada group trip!! waaaa!! bln 8~ sume org tny kot~ n g oversea!!!

damn3~~

haih~~~

P/S: Hati busuk - jgn hrp nad n khalib dpt g k! :P

Live on

You came without a reason..

But when u came, I have thousands reason to live on.

I always love u b.

Always.


P/S: Sindrom xjmpe b slame 3 hari hehe

The Climb

My early morning song that will kick my butt to work passionately the whole day. hahaa. Dlm kete bile dgr, rase bsemangat! Bonus if ada lagu Boom2 Pow n Kiss Me thru phone. Mmg menari2 la dlm kete. hehe.

Anyway, I really love diz song! Sgt3. Very close to me n most of other ppl. :)

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreamin

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"you'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction.

My faith is shakin.

But I gotta keep tryin.

Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lose.

Ain't about how fast I get there.

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.

It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.

The chances I'm taking.

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not breaking.

I may not know it but these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah.

I Just gotta keep going.

And I gotta be strong!

P/S: The best lyric is "Ain't about how fast I get there.Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.It's the climb" Serious dear. I learnt a lot psl ni. Cpt atau lmbt kejayaan kite doesnt matter. Or ape yg kite dpt. Tp pjalanan menuju ke destinasi la yg count. Serius. Kita akn dpt jugak ape yg kite impi..dgn usaha + tawakal :)

Peringatan yee..

Entry kali ni mmg agak open la.

Rase tensen sbnrnyee...bile org dok sibuk ckp...

"Rahmah byk duit"

"Bile nak tkr hp"

"Biz sure kaya"

Letih.

Seyes letih....

Tp selalu akan senyum je la. haha. Bak kata munshi Tirah "Biar papa asal kedana". hehe.

Meh2..nape i bkata mcm 2?


Transportation semata2... petrol + parking + etc2 : 500 (jgn tkejut ye)
Maintenance kete....bsuh + service : at least 100 (kalo x eksiden la :P)
Makan : tidak kurang 10 shari. paling standed rm20. (dinner plus lunch)
Bil2.. entertainment...dating2..baju..toiletries...

How abt biz? Ok..let me tell reli the truth...i x amek untung yg byk...ckup2 lepas dhla. coz i ni pmbeli gak...x smpai ati. esp kwn2 la customer utama..

n duit biz mmg i x sentuh..i akan pusing balik utk jd modal nx time. Coz i am serius in diz.

Mmg ade gune gak...but utk emergency. But believe me. mmg i xdpt byk. Tp alhamdulillah, duit tu boleh expand lg my product :) Thanks korang!

And...u guys pon aware..last time i eksiden. n 2 b honest i mmg xde saving..so smpai skang melarat2 kesusahan tu. haha. i satu sen pon x mntak duit my parents. datz my fault n i hv full responsibilities on dat. i xnak sshkan diorg lg.

Yes....ade org argue...i x dok umah sewa..but as dok umah my auntie..i mmg gv some amount every month n every week sure buy brgn dpur at least rm50 (per week). ---> bkn ungkit, jz sharing...

So...plz3...xpyh la bising2 my hp x tkar la..nape x beli tu ini la.. ok? i mmg xde duit. At this moment. But insyaALLAH..doa byk2 Allah limpahkan rezeki..

Motif i post dis entry? Jz to share.

"I believe every1 pon sure ade prob. Kan? So i pn take diz as an encouragement. Xpenah pon ssh ati...coz mmg xbhutang n menyusahkan sape2."

n pling penting tak DISPONSOR. oleh Ojan ku, parents ku atau sape2. hak3!

apepun, dok KL ni esp kite yg intern mmg la mslh wang jd cbrn utama...jz nk share so dat sape2 yg mmg xd mslh duit aware dgn org yg xde duit nih :P

P/S: kenyataan disponsor bkn sndir ojan k. i understand he also hv their own expenses. n allowances die pon cm kite2 gak (maybe lbih ckitla). mcm bese, tipula kalo xpnah bg pape. tp i pon bg jugak..so..give n take :)

Ada hikmah~ :P

Sesungguhnya..ada hikmah "dibuang" klien.

Ngeh3 ---> gelak gatal.

Melayang~ owh~

Yes! Dtg opis dgn pnuh bsemangat. Takde lagi mharapkan senior yg sgt2 la tak encouraging.

Oyeah2! I want to fill my last 1 month here wif joy n happiness..

:) :) :)

Senior yg Baik~

Kenapalah x dpt die as senior...

Pcaya tak....if compare senior laki n women...


4 sure...senior laki jaaaaauuuuuhhhhh lg besh! besh giler3..

napela xdpt die jd senior.

dah la baik giler. ensem. gentle.

haih3.

dah2...sy berazam lpas grad trus keje kat EY. haha.

P/S: Sindrom saya syg EY plak.

Y.U.P and Makan Week!!

Heehe. Hint2 to my upcoming posts...jz need to gather some photos.

Just want to share abt Y.U.P aka Young Urban Professional (kudos to Jared)

and


MAKAN! (this week is the craziest makan week. serius!)

:) whee~~

P/S: Another bz week. I hope diz will end. SOON! hehehe

Jangan Ada Benci

I like diz song very2 much!!! sgt3!

Coz...the lyrics mmg btol2 best...mmg bnr, smtms ape yg kite rncangkan x menjadi.. tibe2 hati berubah...mungkir janji..sume ni out of our control.

So..diz song I dedicate to my B...my frenz...n sume la.

Bile dgr diz song, sure rase sdih sgt... just nak gtaw sume...im sori for advance k! Sgt sdih bile 1 relationship putus tgh jln..msing2 carik slh...n menyakitkan hati same sndiri.

Dears...if anything happen between us..i jz wanna say...

JANGAN ADA BENCI!

Jum lyn lagu nih!

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti
Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati
Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan

Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan
Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri
Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku....

Lelaki yg Baik?

Just nak tny....

Selalu bc...laki yg baik, dgn niat baik akan kahwini perempuan yg betul2 dia syg...

So? Betul ke?

Ntah...

Hehe.

P/S: For me, bila i ada anak, ada harta, ada ilmu...semua da more den enuf :) N i mite not need anything. Gurls dah lame suffer psl laki. N i dun want to be in da list.