I miss this...

I used to hate my convo. Too tired... Too hot...Got accident...

But I think I miss it...

Me being kepochi as usual.

Lookkk me busy calling ppl, my bf and frens sukaria at the back.

Even though I hate my convo,when I browsed thru the pics...it was indeed a very good memory :) I never regret that I booked 2 suites, spent sleepless nite with Mira, hired makeup artist and forced my BFF to take my pics using his DSLR!

Dream & Wedding

Congrats to both newlyweds :)

Such a beautiful wedding!

Dear, more to come. But insyaAllah Allah will help u along the way :)

Anyway, last week I went to Terengganu to attend Nisah's wedding.

It was like a dream when i see both of them in wedding dress. We used to hang out as couples.

Ohhh one down. Who's next? ahahhaa.

I had weird dreams couple of times.

Its either im suddenly in my own wedding but try to escape...or in my wedding but crying dont want to get married..or in wedding but im thinking to cancel it haahhaa.

Did my sub concious mind try to convince me that I'm not ready to tie knot? ahahha.

yeah...i'm very afraid to move our relationship to the next level. Very scared of losing what I have right now. I am so comfortable with my relationship rite now.

Anyway, my parents started to survey the budget of a wedding. just now he called me and said rm27k. Haih, i dont have that saving even for 1% of the amount T.T

*owh nvm, not that i want to get married anytime soon, not within 1 year at least*

PS. last week went to terengganu, this week penang, next week jb! Cant wait for the trip!

Stress @ Work

I had so many emails asking me about employment in Shell.
Most of the emails asking me about "stress at work".

Hahaaha. Referring to my post previously,
I was so stressed out with my work.
But...I discovered that it is because of PMS.

Yeahhh I made a mistake, sent an email with the wrong year. But I feel soooo stressed.
huk3. Even no one really pointed out my mistake.

*Yeahhh i'm so perfectionist, so even a tiny mistake meant a whole world for me*

Sorry for being such a drama queen. It's a typical cycle of a girl really :P

I have a very good career, with a very good benefit. huk3.

Anyway, keep the emails coming :)

Shell is Seeking for IT Professionals

We are seeking to recruit Information Technology Professionals - more than 3 years working experience as per the following vacancies (job descriptions can be viewed @ www.shell.com.my > Job Seeker > Jobs in Shell Business Service Centre Kuala Lumpur):

i) Application Project Managers (Project Management) – JG4
ii) Application Technical Specialist – Customer Service Centre (Genesys 7.0) – JG5
iii) Oracle Application Database Administrator (Oracle 9i 10g/11g, PL-SQL Coding) – JG5
iv) SQL Application Database Administrator (SQL Server DBA, T-SQL Coding) – JG5
v) Workflow / Output Management Integration Specialist (K2 & Blackpearl Knowledge Management) – JG5
vi) ERP Specialist (SAP FI) – JG4
vii) SAP IS-OIL Application Specialist (SAP HM) – JG4
viii) Retail Integration Specialist (BizTalk 2006/R2, Middleware/Integration Tools) – JG5
ix) SAP Supply Chain Manufacturing Support Analyst (SAP R/3 APO, MM, PP, PM, WM) – JG5
x) Management Information Application Specialist (Cognos, SQL) – JG5
xi) SAP Plant Maintenance Integration Expert (SAP PM, FICO) – JG4

How to apply? Contact me at orkid88@gmail.com
Thank you :)

Stress :(

Pernah tak dipersalahkan atas kesalahan yg anda tak buat?
Tapi tak mampu buat apa2...cuma boleh meminta maaf...

Pernah tak rasa sangat kecewa dgn diri sendiri?

Pernah tak rasa nak berhenti semua dan lari jauh2?

Pernah tak rasa penat sangat + banyak sangat kerja, end up tak buat apa2 langsung?

Pernah tak rasa semua orang pandang anda, mengejek, pandang rendah anda?

*Takpe rahmah semua manusia buat kesilapan*

Tapi....tapi...

I AM SOOO SCREWED UP

DOWN~~~

P/S: Harap semua ni berakhir. Harap ni sume kecelaruan emosi. :(

Special Message to Special Person :)

Wedding is something sooo beautiful

Very beautiful :)

Most of the times, I feel like crying when I watch wedding videos...Its just sooo beautiful..

This May two of my friends will tie the knot

Anisah & Yaya

I have received both cards. Beautiful it is :)

Sooo touched when Yaya personally put post it note and wrote: Rahmah dtg taw, bawak boy (Ojan) sekali. Simple note that touches my heart.

Anddd Nisah being sooooo patient answering and helping us for our convoy to Tganu. I know she had enough with all the busy preps and works, but still managed to help us :)

Both I know them personally...Nisah being the last couple in our ITIS, but she is sooo advanced! haahaha. No surprise! :P (Jangan marah dear)

But...Yaya, I know her when we were in the same committee for Convofair. I always have the impression that she is a very strong girl and full with passion! She never ever said that she has bf or we were not expecting she got one in anytime soon! Because she is so oh Miss Independent (how to say this, ahhh u got what I mean rite). I know also she and her family have strict requirement for her future hubby..if I remember correctly she even said she will never get one.

And....she finally found her one :) Im soooo happy for you dear.

Nisah, insyaAllah we will be there at your wedding.
Yaya, same goes to Yaya! Will definitely go to Penang for your beautiful wedding.

To both couple...I pray for your happiness. May Allah helps u during your big event and your marriage life. Ameen.

Owh..im being soooo emotional *wipe tears*

Kad kahwen

Baru haritu borak2 dgn housemate,

"Nanti nak kawen tanak bagi kad...green katanya"

hehee.

pastu baca isu kad kahwin

http://princessuna.blogspot.com/2010/10/tak-ada-kad-taknak-datang.html

haih haih haih. macam mana nak ubah mentaliti orang kita eh? Dahla ajak beribu, tu pon nak satu2 kena jaga?

Yes...saya bukanlah bakal pengantin, mantan pengantin or watsoeva...
Tapi as a normal girl biasalah pikir tu ini macamla kawen nx month kan. ahhaaha.
And..mmg intend tanak bagi kad pon untuk my friends, except to my parents friends..

Adik-adik, abang-abang, kakak-kakak, mak joyah, mak bedah..

Tanpa kad atau dengan kad bukanlah ukuran kita ikhlas ke tak ajak orang datang ke majlis. Nehi nehi. Betul...ajak memang kena proper..tapi motip sampai kena ajak bukan main? Agak2laaa kan... Macamlah ko ni VIP tawww. Over sangat! hahaa.

Tiba2 emo macam aku pulak nak kawen. takdelah, untuk persediaan 2-3 tahun nanti nak kawen mmg guna meeting invite kat outlook je. takpun buat website leh RSVP terus. Saya sayang pokok tawww! Tak moh membazir hahaa.

P/S: Maybe im tooo obsessed with Shell culture. sume nak green konon konon. *muntah darah sekarang*

Kaulah segalanyaaa

Post yang sangat lembab.

Hari ibu memang tak buat apa2..just call mama and wish her. Takde ayat2 sedih. Memang agak keras sikit dgn famili. Konon2 kuat la tuuu elehhhh.

Anyway, macam others, mom is everything. Mama sentiasa tolong walau da besar ni. Mama is my inspiration. She is a teacher, a very good teacher. A very good wife and mother. She is very sporting and understand me.

Mama dah lama bagi hint nak perfume. haaha. insyaAllah nanti belikan lah utk hadiah dia. Now nak betul2 hepikan my family b4 I pegi ke next stage..insyaAllah.

To him: Its not true everything will go smooth if we have good intention. Ada dlm Al-Quran/hadis (sori if im wrong) something like this, once kita ada matlamat, Allah akan uji. Dan...setiap niat baik yang syaitan tak suka, syaitan takkan putus asa nak jatuhkan manusia. Contoh mudah: org yang insaf xnak hisap dadah lagi...niat baik kan? is it simple? nope. Ujian byk kali. Masuk serenti balik, org kutuk2, kawan2 bagi stok...
So dear, be strong k. I am fragile too, tapi i just want to share so that u can share the same thing when I'm down :)

Rezeki :)

Alhamdulillah..

Rezeki yang sangat tak disangka2..

Tepat pada masa diri seakan2 jatuh.

Tersenyum kembali :)

Semoga semua anugerah Allah yang tidak terhingga ini tak membuatkan aku lupa.

InsyaAllah :)

Sedih

Ajal boleh menimpa sesiapa...

Al fatihah buat Ratna..

Kawan yang baik dan sangat ceria..

Terkilan.

Seorang pelajar yang sangat pintar...kawan di Seseri dulu.

Dibunuh kerana menolak lamaran..

http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Dibunuhkeranatolaklamaran/Article/index_html

Girls...pls take good care of yourself. You need to be careful even with your loved ones.

Ajal menimpa tanpa mengira usia, tempat, status..
Terbayang dosa yang menimbun.
T.T

P/S: Arwah sangat baik. Kebanyakan berita difahamkan beri info yang salah. Lelaki tu "admirer" arwah.. Apapun, biarlah Allah mengadili. Doakan lelaki bangsat tu dapat hukuman setimpal dunia dan akhirat