Orkid Says:

You can start anywhere and do anything with a good attitude and willingness to learn

Friday, July 31, 2009

Ayah sy Hepi.hehe

Yurp. My dad sgt3 hepi.

Y?

Sbb sy bg die hp baru. hehe.

Mmg sgt cheap..tp dia mmg perlukan sgt.

Seriusly, hp die sgt teruk. He is retired. So he cannot afford to buy new hp. Dhla kami adik beradik msih stadi.

Lame xtgk dia hepi sgt mcm 2...

Alhamdulillah. Syg Ayah :)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

FYP Day

Hari ni hr yg agak giler.

Tawaf la building 1 n 2. Boleh naik haji da kot. seyes.

Sampai tumit patah :(

kalola ms. noreen ade, sure i grab her 1st. huk3.

Arini, sy berjumpa rmai lecturer.

- ms. nazleeni
- ms. savitha
- ms. shakirah
- ms. mazeyanti

not to forget, jumaat lps jmpe few lecturers gak.

- dr halabi
- puan shuhani
- pn. rohiza

huhuhu.

rmai kan? smpai otak ni da sgt2 gile sgt tepu. seyes. seyes.

mcm2 respon regarding the proposed title. haih2.

in the end...yg last one gak yg melekat.

mule2 mmg da brenti bharap. ape jd, jdla...

- tp, atas encouragement from my b..jumpe lg la lecturer..

ms mazeyanti dgr my idea. actually, quota student under dia dh sgt2 penuh.

so bile die dgr, she said....my idea is tooo dry.

hmm..bile pk blik. yes. i want to do smthng yg i noe. to b save.

she challenged me. yes. she challenged me.

" u r a good student. u shud push ur ability to the limit. whats difference between u n other studnts if u do diz project?"

tett. tett. ok. sy ni agk pantang dicabar. haha. but in a gud way la.

den. she proposed me this title - knowledge audit.

uuuhhhuuuu. sy dah suke. mixture of audit n km.

"but u hv to work extra, u must read a lot. n org tak pnah wat this kind of system"

aiyyyoooooo.......

tp sounds interesting. really.

"a lot of paperworks n research"

ok....

"mmg challenging. but i hv full trust on u"

uhhuuuu..tkotnye.

den we discussed abt the methods n byk lg.. im eager to learn! yes!

so today, i have my topic. at last. alhamdulillah. many thanks to Allah.

P/S: skg rase sgt nervous..bleh ke siap diz projek? but..i have to think very positively. if ppl put trust on me..why i hv to doubt myself? doakan yer. seyes. im total zero in diz tp i believe with effort, doa n passion i can do it! mari berusaha kwn2!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Malam yg Bosan

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
ojan. haha. skg pon die current bf. so he is my 1st love

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
lagu2 training esq

3. Mungkin saya patut :
plan utk besok. byk mnde xselesai lg nih

4. saya suka :
shopping. haha. n mkn. no doubt

5. sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
sume2 yg bniat baik thadap sy. hehe

6. saya tak faham :
ade org jmpe sy kate gemok. ade yg kate kurus. hahaha. mane yg btol nih? :P

7. Saya kehilangan :
my passion n time

8. Ramai yang kata :
ntahla. blur. haha

9. Makna nama saya :
cahaya rahmat. aminnn

10. Cinta itu adalah :
unexplained. mystery. an addiction. adoyai. explain nih bleh bjela2 pnjngnyeee :) its a miracle i tell u..

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
tgk muvi. hahaa

12. Saya akan cuba :
mengurangkan dosa2 lampau n jd student yg lbih productive

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
tiada phujung....

14. Telefon bimbit saya :
sudah berkarat. lame giler. sape2 nak sponsor?

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
trus pegang hp

16. Saya paling meluat bila :
org2 yg mls lg bossy nih. issshhhhhhh alergik la. haha

17. Pesta/parti adalah :
blank. depends la. if gurls party mmg best la. kalo parti liar. haih2. nehi2

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang pernah saya temui ialah :
hamster

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
form1-3

20. Hari ini
ahad. haih. weekend yg sgt sia2

21. Malam ini saya akan :
jmpe b sy kot. tp mcm mls.

22. Esok saya akan :
g kelas

23. Saya betul-betul inginkan :
my proposed title akn di approve n my wishes come true

24. Ketika saya lihat wajah saya di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
sy bsyukur...sbb xde pimples. haha.

25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
shopping of coz!

26. Makanan barat atau Jepun :
sy mkn je sume. haha.

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
depends

28. Makanan segera adalah :
makanan yg akn sy elakkan

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang :
see u jared (sbb jmpe jared td)

30. Siapa yang anda mahu tag?
sape2la. haha

Hari2 yg pelik

Weekend yg tanpa ojan..haha.

Seronok gak kdg2 jd single n not very important person in uni. hahaa.

Serius...sgt pelik...bila smpai utp n u hv nothing to do ( i mean...meeting la, report la, event la, interview)

sooooo weird. i tell u.smpai rase konflik dlm diri. hak3. hiperbola tuu.

so ape yg dibuat? hmmm. xwat pape pon. hahaha.

sungguh buang mase.

still a lot of unfinished biz

1. board yg kosong. plan nak hias2 dgn ayat2 best
2. proposal.
3. kemas brg2 yg msih lom unpack
4. bsuh baju. (alamak. ni mmg pling mls)
5. wat esemen
6. jumpe dr kamil
7. jumpe abg shoman
8. nak rebond rmbut

nx week my cousin will marry. cant wait. haha.

so sape2 yg nak join n merasai kemeriahan org johor meraikan wedding jumla.

ada kuda kepang taw! hehe.

P/S: For the 1st time x rase rndu sgt bile bjauhan dgn b. haha. is it good? :P

Monday, July 20, 2009

Kembali ke UTP

Jd bdak sek blik...

tak ade lg glamer2. ala2 new york n milan (bak kater acap)

haha.

UTP....

Panas!!

Tp i tetap excited :)

Byk sgt muka yg tak kenal...adehhh.rase cm len giler.

Takpela, wat la hal sendiri.

First week yg sgt hectic. akibat sikap menangguh. pdn muka.

Well, a good news for me.

EY decided to not charge me anything for modem port faulty. wheee~~ a miracle i tell u.

Final yr is getting more excited. Rumah wif the other gurls. so sweet!

Tp...kene blaja blik. otak da bkarat :P

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Small Update

Hi dear!

Just small update.

- Skang baru thegeh2 nak gi wat repot. tp mslhnyer, bru satu pg wat sure ttido dpn laptop. adeh.
- Syuhada my hun just called!!! Seyes excited! Rindu her like hell. She's in Aussie and she's doing good. She's my bestest fren. reli3. we know each other since darjah 4 :)
- besok g maybank
- baru teringat nak amek telekung yg tertinggal kat opis. adoyai. mls la plak
- my schedule is crazeee. tibe2 sume nak meet ups. huhu

Monday, July 13, 2009

Let him go

Ceh..post title yg tdak boleh blah.

Ngeh3. pdhal xde kaitan pon.

Hr ni, berada di JB. whee~ sesi bmalasan tanpa segan silu pon bmula.

Uit2. Final repot? Hehe. Besokla wat :P

Ok2. Last friday is my last day in EY. Ape rase? Hepi campor sedih ckit2.

Tp perasaan annoying lg la berlebihan dr rase di atas.

Y?

EY charged me for "damages" dat i did. What the FISH???

I neva noe it. I neva noe dat thing is faulty. I neva noe its existence n I neva noe or neva get the idea how it can be damaged.

It just ridicolos. I tell u. Rase mcm nak lempang2 org tu.

Dahla pksa2 sign utk ganti rugi.

Amoih3!!! kalo bab amek duit org laju je la ye?

The answer "EY is giving u full responsibility to take care of the laptop"

So????

The thing is...i xpnah gune mnde tu. n cube gtaw cmne mnde tu leh rosak?? takkan la aku ni bijak sgt g sodok2 pakai gunting kot.

"We asked u to check during the 1st day u received the laptop"

WTH??????

Adake die suh cek satu2? test modem segala? yg aku taw just wat physical check.

WTH again.

Kalo i taw pon lubang tu utk phone, i taw ke mende tu rosak???

WTH!!!

I can accept if the damage is caused by me. But..NO!! I dun hv any idea at all.

N da worst thing is die tak taw brape hrga. So die bleh charge me brape jer.

WTF again!!

Hey pandai! Kalo la mende tu mmg tak bguna, napela u nak tukar2?? membazir je.

nmpak sgt die nk amek duit aku. Dahla kedekut. haih.

Ok. dah2. Abeskan sesi mencarut.

Takkan la sbb tu je trus nak banned EY ye x? Sooo not professional.

EY sgt2 bgus in term of ur career. Seriously. If u a go getter person, n mmg strive for the best, this is the place:)

Im honest abt diz :)

Anyway, mase da abes intern barulah terpikir abt my future ahead.
Dgn polisi PETRONAS yg skg bertambah pelik2...

takpe rahmah. Be proactive. not reactive. Sape nak taw ape beza? Tny pakar kaunseling anda Cik Siti Rahmah...KAHKAHKAH. Balik ah cmni :P

Jd Cik Siti tlh mengambil langkah reactive nyer dgn memutuskan hubungan dgn En Fauzan hr ni. Genap 13 July. Ye ah. Kang ssh hidop kami berdua.

Kalo nak pihak lelaki yg bonded dgn PETRONAS kene la mbayar mas kahwin yg termasuk pbayaran penuh kpd sponsor sbb dah breach of contract. hahaa.

So, En Fauzan tak sanggup. Maka kami pon bpisah.

Hahaha.

Dah3. Hentikan! Nehi2.

Ok ah. Nk tido. Nite2.

PS: Sori a kalo rase buang mase je bc post ni. hahaha.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

My Dream! hahaha

Burberry jacket



Handbag or Shoes of Jimmy Choo....or Monolo Blahnik.


Adoi2. tbayang2 wardrobe mcm sex and the city.


rahmah! balik2. hehe.


Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I want A MENTOR

This friday i will finish my internship here in EY.

Honestly, I feel very2 dissapointed as I believe I can do better than this.

Next week, I will hv my rest after 8 month very hectic working.

I will adjust my expectations, do my vision board, adjust my mentality and eat well (ceh..mkn msti ade msok agenda gak)

Adui. I feel like in my 21-yr a lot of times I hv wasted.

So from now on, no, i dun want to waste any.

I want to b clear on what im going to do.

Preparing myself for more challenges.

And make myself closer to Allah..

Haih. I reli2 need a MENTOR. Anyone?

Maybe a mentor in industry or politics.

MENTOR..MENTOR..come to me...

I noe I can rock the world. SOMEDAY.

P/S: Betul2 kene pikir nak watpe. n which direction. coz too many to achieve. tkot nnt ape pon x achieve :(

Yesterday is his BAD day

Smlm my b mengalami bad day.

I tell u.

Reli2 bad day.

Adui cyannye....

Xpe b... be strong! I pon pnah melalui sume tu. N i will alwez beside u.

P/S: Hp bru lg da ilang. adui.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Asyik!

Weekend yg sgt asyik! haha.
Weekend lps kami kuar! haha.
Sabtu: dr awl pg ade seminar. I n ojan g.
Mlm tu: Melantak time!! yay! kami pergi ke Murni. Mkn dgn sgt lahapnye. Tiada gmbr. Kerana kami tpegun dgn makanan. haha. Aku, ojan, tirah, zeti n jue. Mmg lyn la. Sdp tak tkata. Sape nak taw pm me :P yg pling penting, sgt murah!
Besoknye, kami pon decide la utk spend time kat Bukit Cahaya aka Bukit Cerakah.

Nature at its best katenyeee... so mmg la giler. Camwhoring.




mmg sgt best sbb diff. things we did. ye r. kalo x shopping je keje.


Insiden best mase nek beskal.ye r. da lamer xnek bike.

Peah: Carik basikal yg sesuai fit dgn die. haha

see comel kan peah? hahahaha.

Tirah: die muler2 xstabil. haha. Basikal die auto rupenyer :P



Zeti: zeti ah pling cool. cewah!



Aku: naek bukit aku la pling jauh ttinggal. trun bukit, sape2 pn xleh mnang dgn aku :P
Dan, sperti bese, bile catching up cmni, mmg sure la sgale gosip kua. muahaha.

Rndu plak zmn single. Eh eh rahmah. ko ni bkn da lame xsingle? bile mase plak ko pnah single? haha. balik ah. single x single same je :P

byk tmpt gak kami pergi kat bukit cahaya tu. tp if kami dpt join skytrex lagi lagi la besh. tp xpela. ade hikmah tu.

tp pling lyn g umah 4 musim la. adoyai. bunga2 yg sgt cantik n sgt byk!


mmg seyes sehat la beb. bpeluh sume. smpai aku kene tukar tuttt tutttt. aik2. korang yg pk bukan2. haha







pas2, pekena la abc. pas2, sesi mari sesat bersama rahmah.

haha. im not good in direction.

kmudian...sesi asyik. hahaha.
kami berkarok smpai nak kua anak tekak. even mmg da lemah sbb byk kua tng, tp aktvt ala pussycat dolls msti diteruskan.

xde kontrol2. let go je sume. hahahaa.

P/S: so demikianlah weekend yg asyik(amek dr munshi). ingatla dgn org yg tsayang. haha

Friday, July 3, 2009

Hobi or Pembaziran?

Sume ade hobi kan? Most of us la...

Ada yg hobi suke brg antik, suke kmpul perfume, handbag, beli hp mahal, fotografi or ape2la.

Hobi kdg2 mengeluarkan belanja..sama ade ckit atau byk. Depends on the person.

Tp adakah hobi tu satu pbaziran?

Hobi bkn keperluan, tetapi satu kepuasan. Agree x?

Kepuasan yg tak dpt measure dgn duit.

So for me, selagi x menyusahkan org or diri sendiri, apa salahnye stick to dat hobbies. Tp bile hobby da jd addictive, dat 1 shud b avoided la.

In my personal view, i respek every hobby yg org wat...bcoz datz their passion. N i will neva give reponse like " Membazir je" or "Patutla xde duit" or wutsoever..

Rmai je kwn2 yg ade hobi yg kite anggap pelik2. mcm tirah kmpul hero2 jepun yg kalo kite pk dr logik mbazir je. tp tu mmg her passion. N Mcm dila maybe belt, hbag or perfume. Mcm2 lgla hobi org. So it reli depends.

Tp, utk pesanan diri sndiri esp, jz stay in limit. N we noe our limit...hopefully. So selamat berhobi!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Sy mempunyai seorg kwn.

Sy mpunyai seorg kwn.

Sy kire baek giler la. so sy pon baek la kat die.

Kwn2...sy ckp stu mnde je la. Maybe sy nih full of imperfections but...perasaan hasad dengki, jauh sekali. Sape2 yg knal sy, taw la. selagi bleh tlg, or ajar ape2, sy akan wat. without rase insecure or ape2. sbb sy mmg tak kesah. Sbb Allah lebih tahu. Sy sikit pon tak rase tcabar or ape2.

Tp arini, saat ni, sy sgt sedih.

Sbb bkn sekali kwn baek sy wat mcm ni.

Takpela. Xpyh sedih2 rahmah. Mmg sifat manusia mmg dengki or penuh tipu.

Xpela...cuma sy sedih la. Sbb atas kebaikan diri, die amek kesempatan.

My dear fren...pls dont think about urself je k? Pls try ur hardest to keep ur promises k? N most importantly dun la say sori when u da 1st time tipu then u do da same mistake.

Xpyhla.

Pls3.

I neva feel betrayed n annoyed like diz. Even b4 diz ade je..but its ok. At least org tu jmpe n brani bcakap the truth.

I hate liars.

I hate waiting ppl.. but i still can stand it.

But when it comes to break promises again n again. with lame excuses..haih. cannot laaa.


U neva..eva....appreciate a frenship.

Dear, pls remember sape yg sntiasa tggu u?
siapa yg shed ur tears?
sape yg keep ur secrets?
sape yg rekemen tu ini w.out rase a single jealousy?

xpe2. i will remember this. I da give her a chance.

N no way i'm giving her lg.

Sbb TRUST!! I trust u. n i love u.

But now u take opportunity on this.

do u ever heard tak yg trust leh hilang biler skali di'betray'

but no..i gv u a chance...even i hurt coz i neva eva think dat u can do such thing.

but u ruined it.. so I WILL NEVER TRUST U.

EVEN A SINGLE WORD.

SO SAPE2 YG KNAL DIA, PLS JGN TRUST HER.
SHE JUST TAKE ADVANTAGE ON SAPE2.

This is a message from her so-called "close fren"

p/s: sy xpnah rase cmni. seyes. n sy xpnah bniat nk tulis post cmni. but i reli feel betrayed. seyes.

Shoes Fetish!

Haih2. kalo la ade duit yg byk...sure beli sgt byk heels! haha.

so disebabkan last month hny mmpu beli selipar Jukebox je. Diz month I pay my revenge! 2 heels sekali. N maybe ade lg. haha. (Rahmah2. behave pls!)


So here are my babies. I love them to bits!

Picture credit to Orange Little

This baby looookk edgy n classic yet soo sexy. haha. esp bile pakai. (takpe. perasan sorang2 pon xpe)




N diz....sgt2 meriah n comel!


Pling penting, due2 pon sgt best bile pakai :)

Dah2...cukup2 psl kasot. haih2.

Nway, skang masih dilema.mcm mane dgn Orkid Bee Shop? Haih2. sgt syg dgn blog itu. tp msih xdpt sort out mcm ane nk truskan biz mase blik UTP nnt...

1. stok sume kat KL

2. kbykn customer kt KL

3. bazaar/flea market byk kt KL

haih2...n boleh je if nak jual kat UTP...tp, i dun hv many frenz dah sem ni. sbb kbykn g intern. hmmm. still thinking~

alhamdulillah. stlh mhadapi beberapa ujian dlm biz bru2 ni, ada rezeki yg menunggu. Syukur! Tak sia2 sabar :)

Smlm bru amek tudung syria dr supplier. Sumpah sgt cantik! Design latest n mmg blom jumpe lg kat ane2 blog. But unfortunately, mcm bese, xsmpt upload dah digrab.

Kwn2...try la tudung syria plak. comel n mmg in skang. seyes cantik. haha.

P/S: Setiap kli jual tudung kt customer pon msti ade perasaan plik. kalo bleh nak sume tudung2 tu. boleh x? haha. mm...nway thinking of dptkan stu shawl dr ARZU KLCC. Sgt geram dgn design n material die. tp sgt3 mahal :(

AMARAN: Brg2 yg sy tnjuk dlm blog nih murah2 jer. xde kemampuan beli yg branded2.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I’m an emo sex addict with a sexy smile who needed an orange because I have amazing boobs

hahaa. wuteva~

Habislaaaa


ade nmpak x ape2 perubahan kt muke??
haih2~~~
riso nak blik umah. sure kene...adui2
waaa!!! mkin nak abes nih mkin terlampau byk giler keje.
weekly repot x setel lg.
final repot lgsg tak sentuh.
matiiiiiiiiiii.
P/S: bru dpt gaji. trus bli 2 heels, i belt n 1 dress. or maybe tmbh lg. so how? blom pape dah abeskan duit T.T